This is a painting made at my residency at ESKFF/MANA Contemporary, Summer 2018. My project at ESKFF was to look at my own painting process, to free myself from routines and patterns, predetermined way of doing things. This residency became a turning point in my career, at this point I started my journey inwards - to explore more of the unknown, the unlearned, getting a closer contact with my materials and the painting process itself.